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May 7th 2025 [TW]Small steps in the right direction add up. Doubt has a tendency to encroach our thoughts. But focusing on the positive will dispel those doubts...- Xinyta
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I want to be aloneOh gee. That sounds a lot like my experience losing who I thought was my best friend for years. She was o ly a friend because I always cheered on...- gigi1919
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I want to be aloneAlso wanted to add, your experience with your dad is very familiar too. I feel like in the past, i really had no ability to self advocate. Like...- AprilR
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I want to be aloneThank you for your kind words and sharing your experience! I recently lost my only friend and i wrote this when i was feeling really bad. But...
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I want to be aloneMy thinking is that many people project guilt when all we do is say the truth. But they expect everyone to lie and just be nice. Even though...
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I have vivid nightmares when I sleep. They seem so real, but I know it is a dream and I finally force myself awake,, because I'd I fall back to sleep the same dreams keep on going. I even have the same dream on several nights. Does anyone else have dreams like this? This has been...
I decided to give it a shot at writing these a bit later so they can be more like a diary of sorts, or a way to publicly vent? 🤭🤭
Woke up having an episode but now Im realizing I'm having one, which is a good thing.
Next step is working on, not preventing them or shunning what I'm feeling but...
Not much to say about today (yet)
Woke up feeling quite calm after having my first night of good sleep after a while of struggling
As I said before, when I sleep well I'm generally more calm and relaxed and don't get many bad episodes
Ate a coffee flavored popsicle that was quite Delicious (I...
I want to start this post positively because lately I've been a bit negative, but the circumstances have been negative in my personal life and its seeping into my brain and actions but well, POSITIVE TIME
I saw a small flock of house finches out my window hanging out in the weeping mulberry...
Maybe I should write these a bit later in the night but they don't fit in with my daily routine that I've changed a bit and it caused me some not good things to happen.
It's weird
Every time I change one little thing in my routine my brain goes into panic mode and gets depressed...
Anyway
I...
Another early post
My day just barely started and I am already writing about it? ... Not really
In my introduction I called myself a "Muxe" and that was wrong, I was appropriating culture from an indigenous group I'm not a part of and I should not have done so.
I guess I am just looking for a...
So. My Dad, who I don't talk to, is visiting tomorrow for both mine and my Uncle's birthday. Even though my Uncle's birthday has since passed.
I know. "He is doing it likely out of guilt. So take it for what it is".
The problem is. I don't want him around. AT ALL. That maybe petty, but I...
It's barely noon and my day isn't over yet but decided to post here to let some emotions out
Been a strange day, yesterday I was quite sad and having a lot of dark thoughts and now I'm all sunshines and rainbows
I assume it has to be with the mild hormone therapy I'm doing, which I won't go...
It's difficult. But I need to ignore my negativity. I need to ignore my psychosis. The delusions I have all the time, are not real. I just need to remind myself that I can beat this.
My issue with memory is purely this psychosis. Namely because I generally stop caring about anything when I have...
Today my brain decided to be mean for no reason and have a meltdown while I was vacuuming my room
I said very bad things and I KNOW I should apologize but... The people I said bad things about have never apologized or cared about their actions towards me
How can a person be "the bigger person"...
I really am seeing how difficult it is to be positive when I have the mindset that 'I'll always be kicked down for trying or doing or being'.
I am thinking this has to do with way more than how my stepmother treated me. And alot more than Dad being absent as a father. Just due to my worldview...
Does anyone else seem to have a turtle trail that they follow. By that I mean a radius of familiar places that you frequent regularly. I do. Everyday I check the mail and everyday I find an excuse to go a block away to the grocery store. I go to church which is two trolley stops away every...
I want to be alone and not need anyone. I am tired of being hopeful. I am tired of hurting people without even knowing what i did. I am tired of the guilt. I want to live and die alone and in peace. I don't want anymore guilt on my conscience. I wish the people i met, like my friends never met...
The usual cluster of circles on random colors that overlap for not reason.
So... we have:
an umbrella
a rainbow... that as usual is missing a color, this time missing indigo.
then a bunch of keywords that look like buttons... And more!
I think we go the feeling of this design concept.
This picture accompany an article that talks about delay of speech development on autistic people.
I think it is interesting the way people come with this drawings when they are forced to produce the graphics...
this image comes with the description:
"I asked an AI to draw a representation of Autism Part 2"
If someone does not know how AI generate this images, is by taking thousands of images that have same word descriptions or tags, and generating new images that mix from the database.
at this point I am going to bring forward the idea that some people maybe have some sort of disorder around an obsession with puzzles...
I believe Everything happens for a reason. If i lose a friend it was meant to happen.
I was masking with her a lot, trying to overcome my anxiety about unexpected situations. But she thrives on unexpected situations and seeks them out, even dangerous ones. I am too stressed to try to fit in...
The picture of today was found on a website of an agency that finds talent for business... their pitch is that autistic people are geniuses and this agency will help you find your own autistic employee.
It is an interesting read:
Celebrating Neurodiversity
Now, the picture is the typical: Half...