as i search for answers on who i am i stumbled upon this site/app as the 4th quickly approaches and my fear of fireworks/crackers increases i need to find ways to cope with my increasing anxiety... i have my closet all set up so all i have to do is get my electronics hooked up... i feel helpless when people tell me to face my fear or try to get me to hang out with them when they are doing fireworks or crackers... my ex friends mom went as far as restraining me while my friends sister did a smoke bomb i freaked out and clawed my way out of her moms arms and her sister was like its a smoke bomb i was like i dont care its still a firework dont try to get me to get over my fear that way many people have tryed and failed to get me to get over my deep fear of fireworks and firecrackers i also attached a pic of my ipad for fun...View attachment 11407