A well-awaited end to a rougher than normal week

It's been one of those weeks where I feel just drained physically and emotionally. I've been doing nothing but screwing up academically and socially apparently and I just feel isolated from the rest of the world. I've been listening to music to escape those dark thoughts, I'm not talking about end it all, by the way, it's just me, myself, and my agonizing struggle through life with no one to vent to. I work myself to the point my fingers hurt and fatigue is starting, for what? Just to do mediocre and screw up all over again the next week. I can take my bruises and take my lumps but after a certain point, there is nothing left to fight for except my own sanity. I'm 21 with a history of depression on top of anxiety disorders and high functioning autism, yet all I want these days is a hug along with a nice woman to hang out with to take my mind away from my stressors for a little while. Well, that or a good gym visit.