Am I really looking forward to 2011

I haven't achieved what I have longed for, but I am hopeful. I am not anything special, but I believe with getting everything in order I will be on the right track. I was hopeful to find companionship/ boyfriend, but honestly if it happens it happens. I am not too worried. I like my bubble and how things operate. Although I see a need for change, to better myself instead of living in the same mundane routine. Who the hell knows, what I really long for is achievement at a university, and to be able to set an example for my son by personal achievement. My social anxiety and untenability to focus is what sets me back. I can barely handle work, and the needs of my son. If I can get off the flying beneath the radar maybe I can learn to seek learning services, and support for success. Here is to wishful thinking. My son's appointment is in 6 days. I am a bit curious and wonder what to tell the clinical psychologist. I can only tell them my observations, his behaviors and characteristics. Then it is on to working on me. I am looking forward to making this year a proactive one, instead of a set back.