I am totally new at this , so forgive my start . I am in my 50th , working hard , sometimes very success full , some times struggling for a while .
The relation with family has always been tense , but as long as everybody was acting like everything is fine , things kind of went smooth . Every year or so a blow up , a year of non speaking terms and then back to pretending , up to the next blow up .
After going thou this for 30 years or so , I demanded that we talk .
Result , the family doesn't want anything to do with me anymore , wills are changed , so I don't get anything anymore , changed phone numbers and e-mail etc . And they don't understand why I am mad .
I have been very upset about this for over half a yea or so , and I start to get over it , but I am still kind of unsure how to move on from here and how to emotionally deal with this the rest of my life .
It is a work in progress .
The relation with family has always been tense , but as long as everybody was acting like everything is fine , things kind of went smooth . Every year or so a blow up , a year of non speaking terms and then back to pretending , up to the next blow up .
After going thou this for 30 years or so , I demanded that we talk .
Result , the family doesn't want anything to do with me anymore , wills are changed , so I don't get anything anymore , changed phone numbers and e-mail etc . And they don't understand why I am mad .
I have been very upset about this for over half a yea or so , and I start to get over it , but I am still kind of unsure how to move on from here and how to emotionally deal with this the rest of my life .
It is a work in progress .
