Been a While

So the show on Saturday was great. My mom got us both seats in the balcony, to the back, so it wasn't too loud! Also, I found out my therapist is going on vacation. I told him about the whole "weird leg" thing, but we didn't really explore it. Would it be worthwhile to talk about what I think is ASD related without directly saying I think I have ASD? I don't know. I feel kind of bad because I want a different therapist, but I think I'll make him upset in some way! Not to mention the fact that cost plays into it a lot, and we have weird insurance that almost no one accepts (current therapist does not). I just don't feel like I can trust him, in a way. Come to think of it, I don't really have an adult or a peer I really trust. I feel like anything I tell them will be used against me, or talked about in the wrong context. I wish things were easier.