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Spiller
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thralldom, enthrallment. Slavery, bondage, servituderefer to involuntary subjection to another or others.Slavery emphasizes the idea of complete ownershipand control by a master: to be sold into slavery.Bondage indicates a state of subjugation or captivity often involving burdensome and...
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When I was a fourteen-year-old unknowing Aspie and already suffering the pain of loneliness and emotional abuse at the hands of parents who weren't there when I needed them and who invalidated my every act, choice, goal, feeling when they were.. I had found a partial escape in reading and...
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I've been awake for an hour, another nightmare - they're back again! I'm somewhere, in a lounge.. I see her moving around, doing things, looking for something she's put down. She's getting angry because the state of the place means she can't find it - she never does any housework, I'll have a...
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The marriage, the emotional abuse and the kids. I'm crying because I've had a typical - and then some - sunday's travail of taking my ten year old home to his mother. The verbal cues are usually apparent to me from early afternoon, but I'm always post-aware of.. signs.. attitude.. early in the...
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30/5/2015 I'm utterly lonely, unfulfilled, unhappy.. I'm making every effort to move forward in life, but all I can see in my minds eye is that vital direction soon petering out to a dribble, a spit.. then nothing. I see no future for me, just pain, lingering.. then nothing. I'm trying with...
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7/3/2015 Let's see if getting this down in words, getting it out, helps me feel better.. Today I don't feel like trying to be happy at all. I've had enough of trying to scrape enough energy together by thinking positive thoughts, enjoying the lovely day I see out there while I hide in here...

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