Caffeine is a psychoactive drug (i love that word) and another thing i love is stream-of-consciousness and ommitting things like punctuation because the true expression of the aspie mind is in the flow of ideas and questions and the world moving or rather passing by without a care in the world which makes the world sound schizophrenic and i had a girlfriend once who had a cocktail of mental health issues but i didn't mind
i said i would be there always for her but it didn't work out because she fell out of "want" for me which is alright because i do the "solitude thang" quite superbly
i'm just wondering where i'm taking myself and if anybody would torture themselves with this drivel
i'm typing in a rather aggressive fashion.
there's a full stop! oh and i love botany (the science of plant life and a branch of biology), just reading about all the different plant species and their greek/latin names and their histories and characteristics and finding aspie central.
I'm a newbie diagnosed aspie so the hard work is currently in cleaning my aspie mind of all the NT viruses or what i call Trojan horses which have affected my true aspie self and i must say layer by layer i finding out so much about myself. things i dismissed earlier in my life because it wasn't "normal" enough.
I have a very good "loose" memory. i remember rather intricate "behavioral" detail (things people did) but i can be terrible with faces, sometimes its the other way around where i'll be terrible with names, and then there are times when i blank out a person completely and no matter what they do to try and help me recall who they are; i just cannot remember them.
stream-of-aspieness
i said i would be there always for her but it didn't work out because she fell out of "want" for me which is alright because i do the "solitude thang" quite superbly
i'm just wondering where i'm taking myself and if anybody would torture themselves with this drivel
i'm typing in a rather aggressive fashion.
there's a full stop! oh and i love botany (the science of plant life and a branch of biology), just reading about all the different plant species and their greek/latin names and their histories and characteristics and finding aspie central.
I'm a newbie diagnosed aspie so the hard work is currently in cleaning my aspie mind of all the NT viruses or what i call Trojan horses which have affected my true aspie self and i must say layer by layer i finding out so much about myself. things i dismissed earlier in my life because it wasn't "normal" enough.
I have a very good "loose" memory. i remember rather intricate "behavioral" detail (things people did) but i can be terrible with faces, sometimes its the other way around where i'll be terrible with names, and then there are times when i blank out a person completely and no matter what they do to try and help me recall who they are; i just cannot remember them.
stream-of-aspieness
