It looks like this is the end of my search for love... I think I have finally found it at last and it happens to end here with Judette this beautiful girl who is such a blessing to me and everyone that knows her inside and outside.
I just love everything about her, from her wonderful personality who is just so loving and caring and so accepting for me being who I am, it makes me feel so blessed but at the same time, it feels like I've fitted in a right jigsaw puzzle that ive been trying to fix for so many years.
I never thought that I would ever be so happy and if I were to compare, she would probably top all of it... BY MILES.
What is even cooler is that I'm actually just being myself, being who I am instead of wearing a mask and pretending that I'm someone that I'm not, it's not the way to go guys (if you are actually really reading this)?
With her, I don't have to be afraid anymore and I could just easily just like that let go of all my worries and I've never known anybody to actually do that with me before in my entire life. Normally I would be worrying about everything that I eventually had some trust issues towards the end to the point where people would just give up or I would end up giving up.
We can understand each other so much and we have this great special connection that this could not possibly fail.. We both have been on the same road for so long that it seems that we both have reached the end of the road which was each other.
I can remember this very day when me and her was about to start something new and I said to her that I was diagnosed with autism and the first thing she ever said was "I want to help you" and from that moment, I fell in love with her. I thought that she was cute when I saw her pictures but I didn't think she was going to be the person who I thought she would be, she was in fact so much better by miles.
We decided we should see each other and see how that went to see if anything has changed for the best or not and of course, it didn't only went well, it turned out so beautiful that I will have this day playing in my head over and over and over again and will never get bored of watching it in my head, I even now imagine her here we me now as I'm even typing this. My beats so romantically non stop that I even get beautiful sleeps now.
Judette, like you have made me feel like the happy guy, I shall make you feel like a happy lady that you shall be and you have a special place in my heart alongside god.
I love you.
I just love everything about her, from her wonderful personality who is just so loving and caring and so accepting for me being who I am, it makes me feel so blessed but at the same time, it feels like I've fitted in a right jigsaw puzzle that ive been trying to fix for so many years.
I never thought that I would ever be so happy and if I were to compare, she would probably top all of it... BY MILES.
What is even cooler is that I'm actually just being myself, being who I am instead of wearing a mask and pretending that I'm someone that I'm not, it's not the way to go guys (if you are actually really reading this)?
With her, I don't have to be afraid anymore and I could just easily just like that let go of all my worries and I've never known anybody to actually do that with me before in my entire life. Normally I would be worrying about everything that I eventually had some trust issues towards the end to the point where people would just give up or I would end up giving up.
We can understand each other so much and we have this great special connection that this could not possibly fail.. We both have been on the same road for so long that it seems that we both have reached the end of the road which was each other.
I can remember this very day when me and her was about to start something new and I said to her that I was diagnosed with autism and the first thing she ever said was "I want to help you" and from that moment, I fell in love with her. I thought that she was cute when I saw her pictures but I didn't think she was going to be the person who I thought she would be, she was in fact so much better by miles.
We decided we should see each other and see how that went to see if anything has changed for the best or not and of course, it didn't only went well, it turned out so beautiful that I will have this day playing in my head over and over and over again and will never get bored of watching it in my head, I even now imagine her here we me now as I'm even typing this. My beats so romantically non stop that I even get beautiful sleeps now.
Judette, like you have made me feel like the happy guy, I shall make you feel like a happy lady that you shall be and you have a special place in my heart alongside god.
I love you.
