I’m very emotional.
I separated from the person that was my couple for 18 years (married for fifteen years).
I connected the dots of what was going on this week.
I was disappointed. All these years looking for a reason. Elaborating the most complicated theories.
And the answer is so vulgar, so pedestrian.
Another woman.
I have never feel ugly in my life... except when I was around 16 and my mom told me, “How do you think I feel? I used to have a daughter that was pretty, now I don’t”.
I feel ugly now. Unwanted. Even if I don’t love him anymore.
After my ex told my that he loathed me, eight months ago, I developed a strong relationship with someone that only sees me like a friend, while I see him like something else.
So, double ugly.
That’s how I feel.
I separated from the person that was my couple for 18 years (married for fifteen years).
I connected the dots of what was going on this week.
I was disappointed. All these years looking for a reason. Elaborating the most complicated theories.
And the answer is so vulgar, so pedestrian.
Another woman.
I have never feel ugly in my life... except when I was around 16 and my mom told me, “How do you think I feel? I used to have a daughter that was pretty, now I don’t”.
I feel ugly now. Unwanted. Even if I don’t love him anymore.
After my ex told my that he loathed me, eight months ago, I developed a strong relationship with someone that only sees me like a friend, while I see him like something else.
So, double ugly.
That’s how I feel.
