As a child, I have always been wanting to wish and use my imaginations that it was like I live in there everyday imagining all sorts of things like becoming a bus driver, being on TV, being an actor and making films and to be someone who just fitted in somewhere and never had any doubts or anything.
As I was growing up, I'm not the same person as I used to be and having depression at the age of 15 was like being trapped inside a small room without any windows, doors or anything and it felt like there was no way out.
I always missed that inside me, I missed how I used to be 5 x creative, I miss being so young that I just want to build a time machine but that would not possibly happen ever.
I thought I would just grow into a failure... But I was wrong, I eventually had a thought and turned it around when I found a youtube video about a AS community and I joined with a sigh of relief and it has actually helped me throughout and it has made me felt stronger inside with my confidence slowing building up and up and up that its like I'm returning back to how I was as a kid.
I even made it to college and helped get this place running, I feel its now a beginning of a new era for me.
As I was growing up, I'm not the same person as I used to be and having depression at the age of 15 was like being trapped inside a small room without any windows, doors or anything and it felt like there was no way out.
I always missed that inside me, I missed how I used to be 5 x creative, I miss being so young that I just want to build a time machine but that would not possibly happen ever.
I thought I would just grow into a failure... But I was wrong, I eventually had a thought and turned it around when I found a youtube video about a AS community and I joined with a sigh of relief and it has actually helped me throughout and it has made me felt stronger inside with my confidence slowing building up and up and up that its like I'm returning back to how I was as a kid.
I even made it to college and helped get this place running, I feel its now a beginning of a new era for me.
