How can I deal with this frustration and anger towards things l really can't change. I can change things, but they will take awhile, considering I am trying to look for something a bit more of a set schedule. Plus I hate having to deal with strangers. I had myself all amped up and upset about work, and now since I have been typing and deleted. repeating that 3 or 4 times, I suppose I have calmed down some, but I am still thinking about the work thing. Also being around my son and listening and watching him monologue with his toys is entertaining! He currently has a spongebob step stool on his head, a toy tractor a zhu zhu ninja, and two toy scooters, saying ahh guy we gotta hide down here, all while falling over like he was shot in a lost battle. Now he is just making farting noises and saying aww darn it! Dang screw a T.V. he is plenty entertainment. Now I should probably try and take a deep breath and try to think of a solution, while I am not so frustrated.