All through school you would watch people grow up and leave school onto the next school or graduating school all together, the people that you looked up to. But as you get older you start to notice your friends growing up, wearing “cooler” clothes, talking about relationships and all the latest trends or things that happen when you become 16 like driving or 18 like drinking but while you are still the same age as them you are a spectator to the sport of growing up and just getting left behind on the side lines.
Your body growing but your mind still stuck in yr9 when you started high school still enjoying the same things and not following “rights of passages” that your friends all are. You start to stop getting invited to things as they involve drinking or what have you and everyone knows you won’t enjoy it. As you watch everyone around you grow up you just grow lonely.
When you finally become okay that all the people your age have grown up and you haven’t you notice your younger sister growing up leaving you behind as well, you grow sad.
Your body growing but your mind still stuck in yr9 when you started high school still enjoying the same things and not following “rights of passages” that your friends all are. You start to stop getting invited to things as they involve drinking or what have you and everyone knows you won’t enjoy it. As you watch everyone around you grow up you just grow lonely.
When you finally become okay that all the people your age have grown up and you haven’t you notice your younger sister growing up leaving you behind as well, you grow sad.
