Title says it all. I'm just gonna buy drinks and bars and call them meals...stuff like carnation breakfast drinks, bolthouse protein drinks, veggie/fruit drinks, meal bars, that sort of thing. I have no motivation to even eat but my body doesn't agree with me, so bars and drinks it is. This is such a horrible Christmas season. I feel so unwanted, unneeded. I don't feel well so that doesn't help either. At least hiding all the cuts on my upper arms is easy, its been cold lately. Granted even if I left a few in view I still don't think anybody would notice.