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I want to be alone

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I want to be alone and not need anyone. I am tired of being hopeful. I am tired of hurting people without even knowing what i did. I am tired of the guilt. I want to live and die alone and in peace. I don't want anymore guilt on my conscience. I wish the people i met, like my friends never met me.

From now on i want the pain and fear of being alone instead of the pain of causing people hurt. I don't want to feel like a bad person anymore. I am hurting so much

I never meant anyone any harm but it seems like i bring bad energy or something everywhere i go. I never meant to be someone like that

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