I have my own free will. If I am not the number 1 or influential number 2 in any organization, I will just leave - that's why I am frustrated at being the number 3 of any organization, because this means I have no purpose in life.
I am weird and spontaneous - and I should make the best of that to really give new ways and strategies. But it'd be better if I have many people to see what I am doing, and decide whether they're appropriate to be really communicated with other people.
Sometimes keeping up with the Joneses frustrate me, but I am hyper-competitive and I really want to compete with what I see, to challenge myself. but I often feel tired because of it. Maybe i need some rest before I go on further.
With humility that others are actually helping me, and that I make my personality clear right from the start, maybe I can have 'natural leadership' that really rallies everyone to rally behind a common goal together.
I can sound irrational, but I have the 'sense' that things are right. Like say, most sports predictions (except football, basketball and Ultimate).
I have an unexplainable fantasy world - so i will leave to that to another time.
I am weird and spontaneous - and I should make the best of that to really give new ways and strategies. But it'd be better if I have many people to see what I am doing, and decide whether they're appropriate to be really communicated with other people.
Sometimes keeping up with the Joneses frustrate me, but I am hyper-competitive and I really want to compete with what I see, to challenge myself. but I often feel tired because of it. Maybe i need some rest before I go on further.
With humility that others are actually helping me, and that I make my personality clear right from the start, maybe I can have 'natural leadership' that really rallies everyone to rally behind a common goal together.
I can sound irrational, but I have the 'sense' that things are right. Like say, most sports predictions (except football, basketball and Ultimate).
I have an unexplainable fantasy world - so i will leave to that to another time.