Rambling rambling

So my headache has lessened a little but still have nausea and fatigue. I am def. going swimming tomorrow though, i will not back out again!

Apart from that, i am still waiting for a while before i find another job bc i am still scared they will call my employer and he will be displeased with me. I really hope they won't ask for a reference.

I also have to make time to meet with my friend, dont want her to think i am ignoring her. But i just don't feel prepared enough to meet her, bc i am never sure what i should talk to her about. She is too different from me. Sometimes i think she pities me, but it is still something that she did not cut off contact with me.

And lastly i still have to buy those clothes on my list. I must order them as soon as possible.