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Sad Night Thoughts

  • Author Author Kari Suttle
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How do you keep going when the one person whose supposed to love you unconditionally doesn't. It hurts cause if my own mother doesn't think i'm good enough then who else would. Dad's there but he's always been so distant. He's always just stood by and let her throw insults and say demeaning things and get on everyone's case about every little thing. Sometimes I wonder if she would have been happier if she'd never had us to begin with.

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I felt the same way about my father. I said to him once "Why did you had me?". He caused a lot of pain in my life and just had enough of him and cut him out.
 
I was "a mess" growing up, according to my mother. We're talking early '70's. I had the symptoms of Asperger's throughout childhood, and would probably agree. She didn't think much of me. I just wish she had known ...
 

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