To me, love is something more than caring for someone. When someone can see through your soul, understand you intuitively and makes you feel alive. I have lots of memories like this, people that come and go from my life, some were friends, others mere acquaintances. I never let them see me fully except two people and now they are both strangers.
Sometimes i miss the feeling of being alive, of being connected to someone without even trying. But time and circumstance wash away these feelings. Without effort and conscious work, even the deepest of feelings won't make a difference. It is just when this happens i feel too much sadness. Like something precious was given to me, and i could not protect it from disappearing. I feel too sad.
Sometimes i miss the feeling of being alive, of being connected to someone without even trying. But time and circumstance wash away these feelings. Without effort and conscious work, even the deepest of feelings won't make a difference. It is just when this happens i feel too much sadness. Like something precious was given to me, and i could not protect it from disappearing. I feel too sad.
