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Something vol 2

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I went to a concert yesterday. It was a band from my childhood, that i disliked in the past bc it reminded me of my childhood years.

Somehow, i actually liked one of the songs. I was listening to it today, again.

Today reading about the love between the solist and his girlfriend. The song he wrote for her, he actually looked happy in the clip even, maybe only in that clip. I read that his girlfriend committed suicide years ago.

I burst into tears. The person i found annoying at best, must have been in so much pain for losing love. So many people in world experience so much pain and heartbreak. The worst must be losing the person you love. It is like being given a precious treasure in a desert, but failing to protect that treasure and it disappears. It makes my heart hurt to think of so many people experiencing that.

I hope there is somewhere beyond this world where everything and everyone can be healed.

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