I go to the same bar. I find it comforting. The people ignore me for the most part, but not this last time. Attractive people were flirting with me, and trying to make normal conversation. I drank more, I could feel my eyes dart around. The words coming out of their mouths was just meaningless noise. Not a clue what their words were saying. I tried to play pool, but my knees shook so bad I could barely stand. I want to be normal. I want to act like them, but it is not possible.