i seem to have a continually changing (re-writing) stream of obsessive anxiety bringing line of thoughts/ideas/questions. some more like "classic ocd" including controlling behavior and others a lot more diffuse, al circulating around a logic were the good stuff in life/the "wins" are the base from we're the obsessive questioning thoughts are born, "i wanna have control" so i don't lose what i just won.:/ so i hope for "misery" (bizarre irony included lol) i cant loss what i dont have, if the front door to my apartment should blow up/explode i won't have to control it any more.
-: 9ZCUSia7nq :-
2013-02-16
This digital painting is based on my own ocd/door controlling issue, and dreams that relates to that reality.
In the dreams the door closes and locks oki the first time but after controlling the door it appears very soon that it's almost tootly broken.
...u cant trust ur own senses...
-: 9ZCUSia7nq :-
2013-02-16
This digital painting is based on my own ocd/door controlling issue, and dreams that relates to that reality.
In the dreams the door closes and locks oki the first time but after controlling the door it appears very soon that it's almost tootly broken.
...u cant trust ur own senses...
