my summer-standin "backing/supporter in daily living" (a contribution/support financed by the "state"
which i asked for and want + need.)
Came today with "the" comment: you need to find friends (since i don't have any).
I do like this individual that send this earlier today.
But it seems like people don't understand that i don't like banging my head against the wall, trying and trying and feeling worse, more alone more rejected for every try.And i don't know how some people think..... For me it's better to be alone at home for myself when alone among other people.
He suggested again this meeting place for other like me with "nevro diagnosis" and/or "mental illness diagnosis".
"Being alone among others" which is for me is to be among other people who socialise with each other but not with me including the variation of some of them are not socialand im not able to be social with them even when i try), and the only reason i'm there is to be social.I cant explain away the feeling of being rejected and ignored by : well it's the buzz,store,straete and its Sweden, people don't normally come up to strangers to talk just like that. In this situation it's like my loneliness the feeling rejected and of being ignored it's being spread around my face.
i know that "connection" doesn't happen "immediately" but for soon 10 years it's seems to have stopped happening at least to the level that i get a new m8.
And finally now i stopd trying.
video not 100% ontopic
which i asked for and want + need.)Came today with "the" comment: you need to find friends (since i don't have any).
I do like this individual that send this earlier today.
But it seems like people don't understand that i don't like banging my head against the wall, trying and trying and feeling worse, more alone more rejected for every try.And i don't know how some people think..... For me it's better to be alone at home for myself when alone among other people.
He suggested again this meeting place for other like me with "nevro diagnosis" and/or "mental illness diagnosis".
"Being alone among others" which is for me is to be among other people who socialise with each other but not with me including the variation of some of them are not socialand im not able to be social with them even when i try), and the only reason i'm there is to be social.I cant explain away the feeling of being rejected and ignored by : well it's the buzz,store,straete and its Sweden, people don't normally come up to strangers to talk just like that. In this situation it's like my loneliness the feeling rejected and of being ignored it's being spread around my face.
i know that "connection" doesn't happen "immediately" but for soon 10 years it's seems to have stopped happening at least to the level that i get a new m8.
And finally now i stopd trying.
