This whole month my brother as been taking a course of auto-esteem or some thing like that, I think it's a Self-confidence and personal motivation course but I'm not pretty sure, my brothers says it was to lose his bad habits, I know this isn't true because he still doesn't do what my mom tell him to do like don't leave his clothes all around the house, leaves his medicines everywhere, don't do the dishes, etc., but then he change it to the fact that he as become happier, and I don't think he has become happier, in fact I think it becomes more close, stress, and angry more easily.
So from this my mom it's trying to force me to take the same course that my brother take, he take it because he want, but I don't want, I need to do homework and the course will take almost the whole days of the weekend, when school classes charge me with even more homework that during the weekdays, and I need to pass this semester 'cause I'm passing to College next semester, just if I don't have pending courses to approve. My brother says it will make me happier because I'm a loner, and it will help me realize that I need to be surround by people 'cause he thinks I haven't realize of this yet but I'm pretty aware of it, and that I need to have friends and socialize but I just can't, my "Aspie's pride" don't let me, I'm selective in every single relation I have with someone, theres have to be something that I like, appreciate, or have in common, there can't be just a single chat without a common topic, right? Also a day we were having dinner outside, like a year and a half after starting High School, I tell them to don't leave me alone at home, that I wanted to be with them because I felt lonely been in home all day, without friends or peers to talked to, and they just didn't care for what I tell them, they just feel pity for me along the dinner, and the next day all was forgotten, they didn't care, they just leave me alone again, and it has continue until this point of my life.
So from this my mom it's trying to force me to take the same course that my brother take, he take it because he want, but I don't want, I need to do homework and the course will take almost the whole days of the weekend, when school classes charge me with even more homework that during the weekdays, and I need to pass this semester 'cause I'm passing to College next semester, just if I don't have pending courses to approve. My brother says it will make me happier because I'm a loner, and it will help me realize that I need to be surround by people 'cause he thinks I haven't realize of this yet but I'm pretty aware of it, and that I need to have friends and socialize but I just can't, my "Aspie's pride" don't let me, I'm selective in every single relation I have with someone, theres have to be something that I like, appreciate, or have in common, there can't be just a single chat without a common topic, right? Also a day we were having dinner outside, like a year and a half after starting High School, I tell them to don't leave me alone at home, that I wanted to be with them because I felt lonely been in home all day, without friends or peers to talked to, and they just didn't care for what I tell them, they just feel pity for me along the dinner, and the next day all was forgotten, they didn't care, they just leave me alone again, and it has continue until this point of my life.
