Wow i'm awake early for once!

Its amazing, I actually woke up before noon today! Well usually I wake up around 10 but I just could NOT get to sleep last night and I wanted to actually enjoy my day off so I forced myself to set an alarm for 9am. I got woken up by my mom’s clients anyways, though. Also as usual, I just chose not to go back to bed. What’s annoying though is brother is showering and I have to go to the bathroom. And a youtuber replied to me on a comment on video of his cause I wanted his opinion and I really want to read it cause it was a very personal question, something I've been talking to Penguin about too, but I have to go to the bathroom so I’m forced to wait. Can’t think straight in the morning till bathroom, shower, food, and caffeine. In that order. Hell I can’t even shower till I’ve been awake and listening to music for a bit, lest I forget what product I just put on my hair. Its pathetic really. But I never get enough sleep so maybe that’s why. Anyways, this youtuber's comment means something to me cause, well, I like his videos but I also got the impression from random comments he makes sometimes that he might understand what I'm going through too. But I refuse to read it till i'm actually awake enough to read, process, and react. UGH WHY of all days, brother. He never showers at inopportune times, but then again I'm not usually up this early. I think my second biggest problem is that I can't figure out what I want to listen to as a distraction till brother's finally done. He takes more time than I do in the shower. When I'm trying, I don't take very long at all - 15 mins between leaving my room and entering again fully showered and dressed.