Re: Do you have any disorders that are linked with asperger's?
Hmmm...sounds like two sides of the same coin. So, what sort of job might you truly care for? Just wondering.
To be honest, nothing... I'm mostly to occupied pursuing personal interests and goals. One of those goals still is writing a novel of sorts, alongside illustration and music to make it a multimedia project. That's something that I can easily spend 24 hours on without sleep. Thus yeah, I do care for that, but I don't think it's really a worthwhile profession in the sense that being "an artist" does really give one decent future perspective.
And that's kinda were it becomes a big conundrum for the job center. They know I'm seeing/have been seeing a therapist and there might be a serious diagnosis onboard for me (which there now officially is). They also know that if anything I'm in the category of High functioning autism, so they can't put me at a place between low functioning people (I've been there... I ended up near suicidal... within a week), and that was before a diagnosis. My therapist (and actually the employment center as well) is aware what keeps me busy, and that I'm actually not being depressed and not doing things. I'm working crafts, even if they're not commercially viable for the time being, I'm at least somehow working a skill/portfolio of sorts. The most interesting tidbit here is that I don't even care for the skills I have to do those things. Yes, I can create pretty pictures with software, but to be honest, I don't care about using that program, I care about using it as a tool to visualize something. I don't "doodle" around.
Also, and that's something that might be added in. I'm really in need of lots and lots of time for myself. And lots as in; weeks to just do MY things. Yes, sometimes I don't go out for days (only for groceries), I hate distractions of any sort and I keep social interaction to a minimum. Yes, I do have a girlfriend, but she lives over 100 miles from me, so it's long distance and that works fine for me. I see her once a week (or once every 2 weeks), so I have lots of time... and still I'm skipping sleep cause I feel like I have to do stuff. (of course I could be on this board less

but I don't think that's the case).
So in the sense of "what do you care for?" I care for me and my personal goals. Nothing more, nothing less.