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Recent content by PHOton

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    Saving 200 dollars seem like saying 20 million dollars now for me

    I have been trying to save 200 dollars to register for bitget p2p merchant but only got stuck with 80 dollars for over a month now. Tried to liquidate my land property but haven't found a buyer yet and it's just drives me crazy. Patience seems to be an unknown word as time progresses
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    Reasons to live?

    I agree completely, the ability to see something and in my head, breaking it down to the fundamental keeps me calm because I feel like I flow or in sync with what is happening with that thing (matter). It feels good to be here again
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    Intrusive thoughts about getting a girlfriend

    I think the primordial brain is playing out here: the need for a compatible partner symbolizes security and a lot of other benefits. Having a community of people who understand, support and care for u is enough to keep u going. The subconscious mind will want to force u to be in any kind of...
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    Help…..I’m a neurotypical daughter of a neurodivergent mum

    Sorry, I'm not sure I like the reference "evil disease": for someone trying to accept himself/herself and work on their weaknesses, such reference might be "discouraging".
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    How to generate an otp from a link , compare the otp token with an otp token input from a post form and post form if conditions are met laravel.

    0 i want to generate otp token when a link is clicked Request OTP and if the value entered by user in the form is the same as as the generated otp then check if total balance is greater than or equal to requsted amount, if all conditons are met then forward post form to database else throw...
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    Have you ever heard of the myth that Autistic People are "demon possessed?"

    It is quite absurd people even think that way: demons are u kidding me!
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    Want to commit suicide any painless ways?

    I sometimes say to myself "three scenarios may occur: I either be happily married, divorce after some period of time or end up alone (which is a very scary thought). I have achieved things I thought was impossible and I know that there is(are) a lady(ladies) out there for me, though chances are...
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    difficulties empathizing with my boyfriend

    To be honest, I find it hard to process the word sorry since I have to visualize almost every word I say. We the autistic are good listeners (in a calm environment) bacause we have to visualize those words been said in conversations: which makes us very quiet for some time. You can say instead...
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    What I didn't see

    Wow, what a rare beauty. I love the joke "obviously not my photo"
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    Learning

    Computer programmers in this forum, I need help to write a program that display "keyboard was clicked" when any keyboard key is pressed: the view should be like a word processor running on windows 10 os and in c++.
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    I fell for an aspie and it hurts

    I think his plans are not realized: people living with autism when stressed out(burned out) in trying to figure a problem out, experience dis loop of thought "I'm a failure" repeatedly. That experience makes the autistic person feel "cold hearted" literally, which is the genesis of isolation. I...
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    THE BEAUTY AND PAIN OF AUTISM

    At least now I have sense of belonging: it's nice to know that after all, I'm not an alien. Brother
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    THE BEAUTY AND PAIN OF AUTISM

    Being in ur head( which is supposed to be humor: how d hell can you be in ur head?) can be wonderful,making effort to break every material(matter) to its most basic particles ( electrons, protons etc) and how they are arranged in space gives me a better view of the world. When I'm with people I...
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