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  1. Misery

    Finally some progress

    So I finally tried out the makeup today, I'd been putting that off for months. I'm not entirely sure what my thought process was with that. I'm not doing it without help, my stepmother is guiding me through that and helping to make sure I dont totally mess it up. Did I think it was going to...
  2. Misery

    Going to be getting some art tutoring finally, also here's a thing

    Yeah I'm excited about this one. I'd been wanting to do something like take an art class or whatever for a while now, but always the searching never went well. Either I would find nothing at all, or I'd find something but it'd be like, up in Chicago or something (freakin' NOPE, nope nope nope)...
  3. Misery

    Anxiety over harmless symptoms

    So, this is something that gets to me pretty often, I'm wondering if you guys who experience anything like this might have any ideas on how to better deal with it. What it is, is like symptoms or effects of a condition you already have, are familiar with, and normally okay with, but even though...
  4. Misery

    Fractal animation and explanation

    Okay watch this thing: Ya know, for all the power this PC has, it still is just not enough. It's never enough. No matter how much I have, I will run into a wall sooner or later. This is my second animation test, and is much more advanced than the original one. I've learned a lot more...
  5. Misery

    A rough realization I had today, would love any thoughts you might have

    Alright, so, I went over to my friend's house today... the one I've known for decades. I wasnt there long before a very bizarre and distressing interaction occurred. He said something like "Hey, you work in programming, right?". That's not the exact line, I'm paraphrasing, but I'm thinking...
  6. Misery

    A bunch of art I did recently

    Yeah so I've had a lot of excess energy lately, figured let's go make some stuff, now everything hurts, I need some advil. Anyway here's the new whatevers: That big one at the top was the hardest to do, and I had to shrink the final image quite a bit to get it onto the forum here, the...
  7. Misery

    Staking the vampire: the need to change, and importance of a disconnect

    Okay yeah, that's an odd title, but bear with me for a moment. I've had a lot of changes this year, and a lot of realizations. Yet still, so much has been... slow. Progress on important things has been slow. Frequently, I'd be feeling rather drained. But why? I wasnt so sure. I had a lot...
  8. Misery

    Changes and realizations I've had

    Okay, so I'm going to ramble a bit here, bear with me. As I've mentioned before, I came out as trans earlier this year (though that's not what this is really going to be about). Since then, my overall depression and terrible mood finally started to really show some cracks, and pieces of that...
  9. Misery

    Extracted fractal thing

    I dont know what to call this, but basically I took this thing here: And then did this to it: I've been trying to figure out this stuff for freaking ages now, today I finally have a result. The idea was to take one of my Mandelbulb fractals and extract it into a form usable elsewhere...
  10. Misery

    Positive progress of multiple sorts recently

    Alright so I feel like posting something positive, and it's good to take a bit of time to reflect a bit, so... yeah, sort of a progress report. A whole lot going on, over these last few months. Changes, improvements. New stuff. And maybe finally taking a stab at beating some old stuff. To...
  11. Misery

    I cant understand how I feel about this

    Alright, I gotta talk about something here. Memories of being bullied in highschool, those experiences, the feelings I thought I'd finally left behind, all of that. It's been so long, but abruptly, it all caught up to me again. It came out of nowhere, and took a form I could never have...
  12. Misery

    Character #2, also I cant shade right

    Okay, so, here's today's creation. I'm getting better at this. This now takes 1/5th of the time it previously took to draw a character like this... my original one, that pink-haired girl, took a couple of days. This was done in like 2 hours. The line art part of this takes hardly any time at...
  13. Misery

    Drawing I've worked on all week

    Well, I say "all week" but really I did most of the color work today, I just finished. The line work was very hard though and if I have to redraw that foot just one more bloody time I'm going to go stab a clown. I'm still not good with colored pencils, but I still like using them over many...
  14. Misery

    Some actual progress lately

    Okay, sort of a progress report, because it helps me to sort of keep track of small/large victories by writing them out. And it's good to sorta remind ourselves like, "hey, I really did accomplish that thing over there!" sometimes. Lotsa stuff going on lately. I finally came out as trans to...
  15. Misery

    Some (mostly good) stuff that's going on recently

    So, yeah, some things that have been happening for me in the last couple of months... I still have yet to have the, uh, gender discussion with family. So that's been a downer. But I had an abrupt realization a couple of weeks back: I'd fallen into some bad habits, and fallen OUT of some...
  16. Misery

    So, I had a health scare recently... sort of...

    So, yeah, as the title says. This was a bad one, too (or at least, I perceived it as such at the time, which is the important distinction here). Just utterly wrecked me from anxiety and fear. I'd started noticing that I've been having... strange vision issues. Well, it had been there for...
  17. Misery

    Art that feels right

    Okay I wasnt originally going to make a full post for another thing I'd made, but once I got this done I just absolutely needed to properly share it: This is "Amalga Heart" The first thing I've made that has real feeling, intent, and importance to it. Even considering the name. Amalga...
  18. Misery

    Interesting phone apps & uses?

    Okay so, I got a new phone recently. I had an abrupt realization that maybe my dislike of phones wasn't really about the phone but was more that it was an APPLE phone. I am not so fond of iOS or their restrictions. Their many, MANY restrictions. I doubt I have to elaborate. So, time to...
  19. Misery

    Something a bit different this time, also I got an art glove finally

    Okay so look at this: So this is what I've been doing for like the past two days, is making this. I bought an art glove to use with the iPad so my hand would stop sticking to the blasted screen, and that worked, so I dont have to draw on there so horribly slowly. I dont know how I ever used...
  20. Misery

    Character expressions... what do you think? Also some thoughts on making art

    OKAY so thank you stupid Windows for CRASHING WHILE I WAS TYPING you dumb lump- *ahem* So yeah I did another drawing of my character Iris today, with a different focus: So, the focus here was on her expression... previously I'd drawn her looking sorta just happy, content, but I thought I'd...
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