I was trying various medications in the hopes of improving anxiety, as I've posted about here in the past. I tried Zoloft, and it caused unbearable akathisia. I stopped taking it, and the akathisia lasted three more weeks.
But when it went away, I was left with terrible depression. It's typical depression like I've experienced much before, but there's one symptom that's new to me. It feels like my brain hurts, like it's bleeding or at least bruised. I've been scared of taking another medication so I've been trying to treat myself for two months now but have failed. The only thing that lessens the brain pain is Gabapentin, but I've developed a tolerance to that by now.
But the purpose of this thread isn't to complain about the suffering, it's to find out if anyone else has ever experienced anything that sounds remotely like what I'm describing with the brain pain. It feels like my head should opened up in surgery, and my brain should be treated in some physical way.
But when it went away, I was left with terrible depression. It's typical depression like I've experienced much before, but there's one symptom that's new to me. It feels like my brain hurts, like it's bleeding or at least bruised. I've been scared of taking another medication so I've been trying to treat myself for two months now but have failed. The only thing that lessens the brain pain is Gabapentin, but I've developed a tolerance to that by now.
But the purpose of this thread isn't to complain about the suffering, it's to find out if anyone else has ever experienced anything that sounds remotely like what I'm describing with the brain pain. It feels like my head should opened up in surgery, and my brain should be treated in some physical way.