Wander
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I had a bizarre shutdown/meltdown recently (still not sure what it was).
I couldn't speak, felt very distant, and I didn't understand words said to me. I was also intensely crying.
I don't remember half of the car ride home. Someone grabbed my shoulder and it felt like shooting pain.
Afterwards, I was blamed for acting out.
This incident terrified me. It's pushed me to search for knowledge, coping methods, etc.
Don't have an official diagnosis. I was the first one to recognize AS traits in myself.
However, my psychologist does talk about Asperger's often.
Back to my original question:
The Cleveland Clinic uses ABA. Is that a red flag? I know about ABA's history, it's a mixed bag. Most ABA are cruel and abusive.
I'm not afraid of ABA itself, but I don't want to get involved in any programs that have the "Autism is behavioral" attitude. To my understanding, ASDs are about neurological wiring and you can't change certain things.
TLDR: If any adults have gotten any form of support / services from the CC, please share your experiences. I'd like to know what they offer for people 19+. Not sure if I should call them since I'm not diagnosed....
Thanks for your time.
I couldn't speak, felt very distant, and I didn't understand words said to me. I was also intensely crying.
I don't remember half of the car ride home. Someone grabbed my shoulder and it felt like shooting pain.
Afterwards, I was blamed for acting out.
This incident terrified me. It's pushed me to search for knowledge, coping methods, etc.
Don't have an official diagnosis. I was the first one to recognize AS traits in myself.
However, my psychologist does talk about Asperger's often.
Back to my original question:
The Cleveland Clinic uses ABA. Is that a red flag? I know about ABA's history, it's a mixed bag. Most ABA are cruel and abusive.
I'm not afraid of ABA itself, but I don't want to get involved in any programs that have the "Autism is behavioral" attitude. To my understanding, ASDs are about neurological wiring and you can't change certain things.
TLDR: If any adults have gotten any form of support / services from the CC, please share your experiences. I'd like to know what they offer for people 19+. Not sure if I should call them since I'm not diagnosed....
Thanks for your time.
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