Saragrl
Well-Known Member
Every one knows I am not a fun person to be around when I am tired. Till recently I never gave it much thought, but since getting diagnosed I have learned I am not like NT's.
I did an experiment the other night when I noticed I was getting irritable with my roommate. We were working on a project and I really knew I should have just gone to bed. Instead I stayed up longer, until I noticed found it very hard to speak an intelligible sentence. Like there were no words for what I wanted to say, and when I had words it was just as hard to speak them without slurring.
A couple nights later, he messed up his computer. I had already took my sleeping medication and when that kicks in I feel like I have been up 48 hours. He had this panic attack about it and I knew if I did not fix it, he would probably would be to noisy about it for me to sleep anyways.
While I was fixing it he kept asking me questions, or offering "solutions". I snapped and said "I am to tired to fix your pc and talk, so please shut up." I felt bad in retrospect. It was to mentally demanding to speak.
I just wonder if this is an autistic trait, or a unique trait to me. It would go a long way in explaining why I don't get it when people say they are tired and just go about things normally.
I did an experiment the other night when I noticed I was getting irritable with my roommate. We were working on a project and I really knew I should have just gone to bed. Instead I stayed up longer, until I noticed found it very hard to speak an intelligible sentence. Like there were no words for what I wanted to say, and when I had words it was just as hard to speak them without slurring.
A couple nights later, he messed up his computer. I had already took my sleeping medication and when that kicks in I feel like I have been up 48 hours. He had this panic attack about it and I knew if I did not fix it, he would probably would be to noisy about it for me to sleep anyways.
While I was fixing it he kept asking me questions, or offering "solutions". I snapped and said "I am to tired to fix your pc and talk, so please shut up." I felt bad in retrospect. It was to mentally demanding to speak.
I just wonder if this is an autistic trait, or a unique trait to me. It would go a long way in explaining why I don't get it when people say they are tired and just go about things normally.