Brain healing from God

[Rachie]

Hi everyone, I wrote about about the issues I was having with my sensory and autism in my brain in an earlier thread in this forum which I posted and I just wanted to update but cannot in that thread as it is not for discussions of religion. I thought I would start a new thread and update on the situation and the healing I received for it.

https://www.autismforums.com/threads/managing-repetition-in-your-daily-life.50267/

For several years now I have been struggling with my brain and hearing my own thoughts in my head and hearing what other people have said to me being played back in a repetitive echo in my brain. This appeared to be due to my sensory condition and autism. I have quite significant repetition in the brain with autism. It has appeared in my head MRI scan. It got quite bad and it was like different parts of my brain the signals were faulty. My head got quite unusable really and I got healing for it.

I am thankful for it. It is not perfect but it is much improved and continues to be a work in progress.
The work to repair it lasted for about 4 weeks. Once a week I would sit at home and it felt like my brain would start lightly spinning and it like it was being worked on. One intervention came at Church last week. It just got cold around me-the breath of wind The Holy Ghost and my brain was being worked on as I sat and the cross interchanging of my thoughts just ceased and it is so much better.

I am so grateful. I was praying for it a while. I receive the Eucharist and blood of Christ at Church and I have been going regularly for a while now.

I still have autism but my head is now more usable.

I am so lucky, a new brain pretty much, been given a bit of upgrade in the software as well.

Thanks be to God.

 

[lunarious]

Don't broadcast you have voices in your head. Having voices in your head is a mental dys-function.

I myself have almost never heard voices. The doctor Forced me to yell: "I do not hear voices! I hear sounds!"

 

[Alexej]

Don't broadcast you have voices in your head. Having voices in your head is a mental dys-function.

I myself have almost never heard voices. The doctor Forced me to yell: "I do not hear voices! I hear sounds!"

Im not sure I would agree with the Doctor.
My son has schizophrenia and hearing voices is part of that story.

 

[lunarious]

As a matter of fact. I've been wondering if thoughts told me everybody hears voices more or less. For any reason as technology.

I told them in the past i will destroy you if I find out you mentalize, given that they are giving me bad treatment without providing me evidence. Keeping me crazy and Forcing me to Develop anxiety. (edit) through illusions.

I told them with patient kindness, i'll cooperate if you are Christian or Muslim.

Me or anyone. Being kind is not a question.

 

[Rachie]

Don't broadcast you have voices in your head. Having voices in your head is a mental dys-function.

I myself have almost never heard voices. The doctor Forced me to yell: "I do not hear voices! I hear sounds!"

I never had voices in my head unknown to me. It was my thoughts I was hearing what I had said or written myself or what others had said being played back on an echo so repetitively in my brain. My last brain scan of my head showed likely potential issues with repetition which is a feature of Autism for some people.
What happened is that I was having say an autistic thought and a thought from my everyday life and me generally and they were like meeting in my brain together and cross wiring. It was a bit of a mess and like they would speak back to each other.

It was just messy and now it is perfect thanks be to God.

 

[lunarious]

God is Merciful ... but i will not argue with you on if his name is Allah or Deus or God.

 

[Neonatal RRT]

The voice I hear in my head is better described as "the inner monologue" or "the narrator". When I am thinking or reading, it's in actual words.

I think this is part of my communication and auditory processing issues during a conversation. If someone is speaking to me, I cannot think at the same time because I think in a conversation language. If I am thinking, I don't process a word they said. If they pause, I need to think out a response, in words, then verbalize a response, and this takes a moment. It's those little delays that people sense and perhaps interpret as "odd".

I run into this frequently with my wife. My wife, once she gets "passionate" about what she is discussing with me, I just have to clear my thoughts IF I am going to hear a word she says. Unfortunately, in those moments, can be a bit of a conversational bully that keeps hammering away before I can formulate a verbal response to anything. I just have to let her exhaust her thoughts, and then, later, respond.

Other times, if I am thinking about something, and my wife is telling me something, I won't remember a word she said. She gets frustrated with me sometimes because, "I've told you several times,..." and I will look at her with a blank stare because I honestly don't remember any of it.