Dear Friends
I have not yet been diagnosed with any condition but i know there is omething wrong with me. This is the first time i am talking about my problem with any one. I am 23 years old and aspergers affects my life very seriously even when i am at home. Basically what happens to me is that i am ok when i am alone but when there is a group of people aorund me all having a laugh then i cant fit in. I look weird to them. My face just starts to look really sad and i really struggle to talk. I dont know if anyone has the symptoms like mine but whenever i feel that someone is looking at me i get really nervous and start to act abnormal and very self consious. My eyes go really dark and i find it hard to smile. Ever since i started school i was the quitest one in the class but now i am 23 and working and its getting worse i dont know what to do or how to solve this. Sometimes i feel that i will never be able to be normall. The only time when i do feel normal is when i am busy in some thing that does not attract my attention towards my problem. Sometimes this problem gets really bad that i cant even look at a person in the eyes. I am really really worried and need some help. I have cried over this so many times. Dont know what to do
I have not yet been diagnosed with any condition but i know there is omething wrong with me. This is the first time i am talking about my problem with any one. I am 23 years old and aspergers affects my life very seriously even when i am at home. Basically what happens to me is that i am ok when i am alone but when there is a group of people aorund me all having a laugh then i cant fit in. I look weird to them. My face just starts to look really sad and i really struggle to talk. I dont know if anyone has the symptoms like mine but whenever i feel that someone is looking at me i get really nervous and start to act abnormal and very self consious. My eyes go really dark and i find it hard to smile. Ever since i started school i was the quitest one in the class but now i am 23 and working and its getting worse i dont know what to do or how to solve this. Sometimes i feel that i will never be able to be normall. The only time when i do feel normal is when i am busy in some thing that does not attract my attention towards my problem. Sometimes this problem gets really bad that i cant even look at a person in the eyes. I am really really worried and need some help. I have cried over this so many times. Dont know what to do
It helps you elicit different states of mind when you need them most, such as confidence or happiness whenever you are nervous... look into it, 
