I've been having a lot of trouble finding a psychotherapist. I live in New Jersey and have Medicaid and am also registered with the DDD (Department of Developmental Disabilities). Medicaid therapists tend to be in clinics and they are very overwhelming for me sensory-wise. When I went to a clinic they said I was too agitated to do therapy so they suggested I find a therapist in a smaller office but I have been unable to find one that takes Medicaid. The DDD can't seem to find me a therapist either, they seem to only have them for crises and I am not considered to be in a crisis. I was told to contact Autism Speaks. I know some people consider them to be unethical and also when I went on their website they don't seem to have psychotherapists anyway so no point in calling them. Does anyone know of any other autism organizations that are perhaps more ethical that may be able to refer me to something? I feel like I have seen some organization names posted here in the past but can't seem to remember them. Or if anyone is in New Jersey do you know of any good therapists or anything about navigating DDD?