Blade_Runner
Guardian of the Princess of the Enchanted Forest
Three years ago I developed CFS. For people who don't know much about it, it's a life killer. One moment you're physically fit and feeling invincible, then suddenly you go down with a cold and feel constantly tired. You never seem to be able to shake the cold symptoms off. After being shoved into a hostile environment (after many years of a peaceful paradise) your grades suffer, your self-esteem goes down to zilch and you feel practically suicidal.
Looking back, I have my suspicions that the Aspergers had a large to play in it. I only found out about it February this year. Some analysing came up with some interesting results:
1. We aspies like our routine - brought up and lived on a farm for 16 years and lived in the middle of no-where. Uprooted and packed into a tiny house in the nearby town.
2. School after 7 years home ed. Teachers who know nothing and get distracted way too easily. Peers who were complete and utter d*cks to put it mildly.
3. Seeing grades fall after success and wondering why...
At the time, I thought I was coping rather well but looking back I basically died - the former "me" disappeared. Now I have to try and rise like a phoenix from the ashes.
Anyone had a similar experience? Just thought it would be an interesting observation.
Looking back, I have my suspicions that the Aspergers had a large to play in it. I only found out about it February this year. Some analysing came up with some interesting results:
1. We aspies like our routine - brought up and lived on a farm for 16 years and lived in the middle of no-where. Uprooted and packed into a tiny house in the nearby town.
2. School after 7 years home ed. Teachers who know nothing and get distracted way too easily. Peers who were complete and utter d*cks to put it mildly.
3. Seeing grades fall after success and wondering why...
At the time, I thought I was coping rather well but looking back I basically died - the former "me" disappeared. Now I have to try and rise like a phoenix from the ashes.
Anyone had a similar experience? Just thought it would be an interesting observation.