I was Officially diagnosed with asperger's in 99..
hmm..
...I like music, video games, art, technology, humans, life, trees, energy, shiny things, and what not.. idk.. feels awkward talking about myself to begin with in social, especially in a completely foreign environment albeit virtual..
am currently homeless // homefree again (in between long term shelters) making do. . i have hitch hiked the country seen 48 states surviving seeking understanding and trying to gain more knowledge and seek truth as always, my story is a long one.. and i am surprised im even alive.. i hugged a tree today. did u? (helps heal the heart chakra)..
anyways.. idk im different, even different i feel from most on spectrum in my life i am 32 years old currently ill be 33 on june 27. i did 8000+ miles last month March 2023 alone, during the confusion from my now ex girlfriend and seeking clarity for the family and why the woman and people who are my bloodline i never understood would accept or love me for who i am, even with my diagnosis..
anyways i rather put it into my art and stuff.. yet i ended up here and always have been too shy and nervous/ anxious whatever to post on the forums.. anyways.. another day, another scar.. 1 love.. ciao ciao yo. may the force be with u. i challenge u to think differently, to be all that u can be and strive for excellence as James Holiday from Ready Player One said "Bill and Ted did it".. so be excellent everyone...
i have been gaslit and hurt so much ptsd i am healing heartbreak currently and NO i dont wanna talk about it.. in case anyone wants to ask NT or ND (masking nt tendencies or conditioning, or whatever) .. ill be fine.. be alone since i was a kid yet surrounded by people who apparently felt i was a burden as nobody is there for me now except strangers and random people it seems and has been for long time.. it is what it is..
anyways i forgive i dont forget i pick up and keep moving.. a bit about me.. idk.. i cant tell if they miss me anyways and it seems most experiences of past til i hit my levels of understanding and even so still i seem to be misunderstood and judged because apparently i dont look autistic enough according to the general Population in america yet i dont mask, also HAPPY WORLD AUTISM AWARENESS AND ACCEPTANCE MONTH ALL!!!!! U ARE LOVED! U are not alone! whatever u are going thru i feel u, and u can do it! i believe in you this one does! that's the tru tru... anyways.. idk.. words and stuff.. ciao ciao.. as Kevin Flynn said in Tron Legacy "I'm gonna go knock on the sky and listen to the sound".. i need to recharge.. ️
"What did the ocean say to the beach?" -- "Nothing it just waved!
hmm..
...I like music, video games, art, technology, humans, life, trees, energy, shiny things, and what not.. idk.. feels awkward talking about myself to begin with in social, especially in a completely foreign environment albeit virtual..
am currently homeless // homefree again (in between long term shelters) making do. . i have hitch hiked the country seen 48 states surviving seeking understanding and trying to gain more knowledge and seek truth as always, my story is a long one.. and i am surprised im even alive.. i hugged a tree today. did u? (helps heal the heart chakra)..
anyways.. idk im different, even different i feel from most on spectrum in my life i am 32 years old currently ill be 33 on june 27. i did 8000+ miles last month March 2023 alone, during the confusion from my now ex girlfriend and seeking clarity for the family and why the woman and people who are my bloodline i never understood would accept or love me for who i am, even with my diagnosis..
anyways i rather put it into my art and stuff.. yet i ended up here and always have been too shy and nervous/ anxious whatever to post on the forums.. anyways.. another day, another scar.. 1 love.. ciao ciao yo. may the force be with u. i challenge u to think differently, to be all that u can be and strive for excellence as James Holiday from Ready Player One said "Bill and Ted did it".. so be excellent everyone...
i have been gaslit and hurt so much ptsd i am healing heartbreak currently and NO i dont wanna talk about it.. in case anyone wants to ask NT or ND (masking nt tendencies or conditioning, or whatever) .. ill be fine.. be alone since i was a kid yet surrounded by people who apparently felt i was a burden as nobody is there for me now except strangers and random people it seems and has been for long time.. it is what it is..
anyways i forgive i dont forget i pick up and keep moving.. a bit about me.. idk.. i cant tell if they miss me anyways and it seems most experiences of past til i hit my levels of understanding and even so still i seem to be misunderstood and judged because apparently i dont look autistic enough according to the general Population in america yet i dont mask, also HAPPY WORLD AUTISM AWARENESS AND ACCEPTANCE MONTH ALL!!!!! U ARE LOVED! U are not alone! whatever u are going thru i feel u, and u can do it! i believe in you this one does! that's the tru tru... anyways.. idk.. words and stuff.. ciao ciao.. as Kevin Flynn said in Tron Legacy "I'm gonna go knock on the sky and listen to the sound".. i need to recharge.. ️
"What did the ocean say to the beach?" -- "Nothing it just waved!