What does a diagnosis look like for adults? Which tests are done apart from talking with the psychologist? From what I've gathered, cognitive speed, IQ, MMPI-2, ADOS, AQ, reading emotions from eyes, testing for dyslexia (someone was still in school). Are there any other tests done? If someone has a high IQ and their cognitive parameters are very good, they are good at reading people and get a low score in AQ, but still claerly have autism, what does such an assessment look like and what can be the benefits?
Tbh I would want to get to know something about the way I function during an assessment and I would want to make my life easier, because I'm exhausted. I would want to learn about what my problematic areas are and improve them. But reading about the tests, I doubt that they can give me any constructive feedback. I have also done half or most of them before and nothing comes up. The only surprise was the result of the IQ test.
So okay, why I have autism and it doesn't come up in testing. I'll go through the diagnostic criteria:
Or is it like, are the tests supposed to detect only people who aren't ASD-1? I think that this division creates a false impression that if someone doesn't have learning difficulties of severe disabilities, they don't struggle and suffer a lot and that some of the things caused by autism and/or living in a society that isn't aware of it aren't deliberating. However, I think it's a good description that others, including professionals not long ago, don't notice my autism and mistake overstimulation for lots of other things. There are descriptions that for ASD-1: "Those on this level will require some support" and ASD-2: "In this level, individuals require substantial support and have problems that are more readily obvious to others." so ASD-1 is when your struggles aren't obvious or are even invisible.
I asked about tests, but if you have input how to make life less exhausting, you're welcome.
Tbh I would want to get to know something about the way I function during an assessment and I would want to make my life easier, because I'm exhausted. I would want to learn about what my problematic areas are and improve them. But reading about the tests, I doubt that they can give me any constructive feedback. I have also done half or most of them before and nothing comes up. The only surprise was the result of the IQ test.
So okay, why I have autism and it doesn't come up in testing. I'll go through the diagnostic criteria:
A. Qualitative impairment in social interaction, as manifested by at least two of the following:
1. I don't make as much eye contact as most people do and 90% of the time look at other parts of the face, not the eyes, because eye contact is too intense for me and it's extremely uncomfortable. I get told that I don't look at the person I'm talking to, especially when I'm trying to concentrate on what they're saying. I also get told that I have a too neutral facial expression, I do make facial expressions, but I come across as calm and even aloof to some people
2. no
3. I don't think so, although I'm confused what exactly I should share with others and how, I often am misunderstood when I try to share something important for me, so I hesitate to share
4. I don't think so, although from what I've read this criterion is about either not talking or info dumping, which I do, both, although I try to be responsive to what others want and need to hear
B.
1. special interests - yes, tbh I'm bored talking about most other subjects, I know that's a bit weird... I don't like small talk.
2. I know it can seem like that to an outsider that I do things in a specific way and freak out when it's disturbed. The reason is that I'm distractable (possibly I have both autism and ADHD) and I have issues with e.g. food - limited diet, losing things - they have to lay in the same place all the time or I'll lose them, I can't find things in clutter in a lifetime or I completely lose my train of thought when taking a shower, there are many things like that, typical "head in the clouds"
3. stimming - yes, a lot, although it might not be very obvious to someone like a psychologist, because I learnt socially acceptable stims, such as playing with something in my hands
4. sensory issues - yes, a lot. Food, lots of problems, I hate certain sounds so much that they make me furious in a matter of seconds, such as sirens or motorbikes, I hate several other things such as being touched at all even by a girlfriend, it's like, I want to, but damn, I hate being brushed by others in a crowd or the air quality and humidity in many places indoors, I also can't sleep if it's not perfectly dark and quiet and I notice sounds and smells that others don't notice and they drive me bonkers. It's generally a big issue, because I can have a meltdown due to sensory issues seemingly out of nowhere, it's very quick and I feel extremely agitated or furious. Or a shutdown or how idk how it's called that I can't talk because of the crowd and something stinking. The saddest part about it is that other people don't believe me, because they've never had such an experience.
Generally what's very sad about it is being completely misunderstood. People misinterpret sensory issues a lot, as having to do with them or think they're possible to overcome, because it seems like they don't have the same sensory experience of the world as a whole, I often feel like an alien because of that. They also misread the poor eye contact thing.
Additional points: I experience meltdowns and shutdowns due to both rapid overstimulation and gradual that spans over the whole day or long term.
- marked impairments in the use of multiple nonverbal behaviors such as eye-to-eye gaze, facial expression, body postures, and gestures to regulate social interaction.
- failure to develop peer relationships appropriate to developmental level
- a lack of spontaneous seeking to share enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people (e.g. by a lack of showing, bringing, or pointing out objects of interest to other people)
- lack of social or emotional reciprocity.
- encompassing preoccupation with one or more stereotyped and restricted patterns of interest that is abnormal either in intensity or focus.
- apparently inflexible adherence to specific, nonfunctional routines or rituals.
- stereotyped and repetitive motor mannerisms (e.g., hand or finger flapping or twisting, or complex whole-body movements).
- persistent preoccupation with parts of objects.
1. I don't make as much eye contact as most people do and 90% of the time look at other parts of the face, not the eyes, because eye contact is too intense for me and it's extremely uncomfortable. I get told that I don't look at the person I'm talking to, especially when I'm trying to concentrate on what they're saying. I also get told that I have a too neutral facial expression, I do make facial expressions, but I come across as calm and even aloof to some people
2. no
3. I don't think so, although I'm confused what exactly I should share with others and how, I often am misunderstood when I try to share something important for me, so I hesitate to share
4. I don't think so, although from what I've read this criterion is about either not talking or info dumping, which I do, both, although I try to be responsive to what others want and need to hear
B.
1. special interests - yes, tbh I'm bored talking about most other subjects, I know that's a bit weird... I don't like small talk.
2. I know it can seem like that to an outsider that I do things in a specific way and freak out when it's disturbed. The reason is that I'm distractable (possibly I have both autism and ADHD) and I have issues with e.g. food - limited diet, losing things - they have to lay in the same place all the time or I'll lose them, I can't find things in clutter in a lifetime or I completely lose my train of thought when taking a shower, there are many things like that, typical "head in the clouds"
3. stimming - yes, a lot, although it might not be very obvious to someone like a psychologist, because I learnt socially acceptable stims, such as playing with something in my hands
4. sensory issues - yes, a lot. Food, lots of problems, I hate certain sounds so much that they make me furious in a matter of seconds, such as sirens or motorbikes, I hate several other things such as being touched at all even by a girlfriend, it's like, I want to, but damn, I hate being brushed by others in a crowd or the air quality and humidity in many places indoors, I also can't sleep if it's not perfectly dark and quiet and I notice sounds and smells that others don't notice and they drive me bonkers. It's generally a big issue, because I can have a meltdown due to sensory issues seemingly out of nowhere, it's very quick and I feel extremely agitated or furious. Or a shutdown or how idk how it's called that I can't talk because of the crowd and something stinking. The saddest part about it is that other people don't believe me, because they've never had such an experience.
Generally what's very sad about it is being completely misunderstood. People misinterpret sensory issues a lot, as having to do with them or think they're possible to overcome, because it seems like they don't have the same sensory experience of the world as a whole, I often feel like an alien because of that. They also misread the poor eye contact thing.
Additional points: I experience meltdowns and shutdowns due to both rapid overstimulation and gradual that spans over the whole day or long term.
Or is it like, are the tests supposed to detect only people who aren't ASD-1? I think that this division creates a false impression that if someone doesn't have learning difficulties of severe disabilities, they don't struggle and suffer a lot and that some of the things caused by autism and/or living in a society that isn't aware of it aren't deliberating. However, I think it's a good description that others, including professionals not long ago, don't notice my autism and mistake overstimulation for lots of other things. There are descriptions that for ASD-1: "Those on this level will require some support" and ASD-2: "In this level, individuals require substantial support and have problems that are more readily obvious to others." so ASD-1 is when your struggles aren't obvious or are even invisible.
I asked about tests, but if you have input how to make life less exhausting, you're welcome.