What I mean is:
After discovering that "those little habits you always had" are actually stims, do you still try to conceal them, or do you feel more free to just let go and stim away?
I've noticed that after discovering that my annoying (to others) little habits are in fact a part of me coping with an overstimulating world, I've stopped caring as much.
I still try not to be too much of a nuisance if I'm in a public setting. I won't start pacing if I'm waiting in a line, and will try to keep my rocking on my feet to a minimum, but if I'm at the bus stop or in a waiting room, I just pace away, and rock from foot to foot to my heart's delight. That does help keep me calmer, my anxiety is still there, but it won't take over as much.
Sometimes though, I get that little annoying inner voice that calls me a hypocrite, that tells me I am just faking and calling attention to myself.
I know this isn't true, but it still bothers me.
How was it like for you?
How is it like for you?
Sorry... I ramble a lot.
After discovering that "those little habits you always had" are actually stims, do you still try to conceal them, or do you feel more free to just let go and stim away?
I've noticed that after discovering that my annoying (to others) little habits are in fact a part of me coping with an overstimulating world, I've stopped caring as much.
I still try not to be too much of a nuisance if I'm in a public setting. I won't start pacing if I'm waiting in a line, and will try to keep my rocking on my feet to a minimum, but if I'm at the bus stop or in a waiting room, I just pace away, and rock from foot to foot to my heart's delight. That does help keep me calmer, my anxiety is still there, but it won't take over as much.
Sometimes though, I get that little annoying inner voice that calls me a hypocrite, that tells me I am just faking and calling attention to myself.
I know this isn't true, but it still bothers me.
How was it like for you?
How is it like for you?
Sorry... I ramble a lot.