At a fair when I was teen there was a game, where a series of colored balls would roll down and land on a large map of specifically colored areas. You would bet on which color the balls would land on. And if the same colored ball landed on the identical colored area your money would be doubled. I became obsessed with this game, and spent all the money I had playing it day after day at the fair.
Didn't care about the rides, other games, or the food and other attractions. I realized back then that I couldn't control this mania, each time I won money, I gambled it back into the game. That's likely why I don't go to casinos, I'd probably gamble everything I had away. Realizing that I had no control over it, made me realize that I can't be rational about it, it was as if I became insane. But I remember being very excited by it.
Do you gamble, lottery or casino games or one armed bandits or online? And if you do, can you stop, with some winnings or break even?
Didn't care about the rides, other games, or the food and other attractions. I realized back then that I couldn't control this mania, each time I won money, I gambled it back into the game. That's likely why I don't go to casinos, I'd probably gamble everything I had away. Realizing that I had no control over it, made me realize that I can't be rational about it, it was as if I became insane. But I remember being very excited by it.
Do you gamble, lottery or casino games or one armed bandits or online? And if you do, can you stop, with some winnings or break even?