I am feeling better today. My married friend the one that had the baby texted me and lifted up my spirited. I did start to get depressed and angry again when my father called me twice so my sister can talk to my mother while I was feeling better listening to my favorite songs.
I was depressed again eating supper. After supper I sent an angry text to Justin on how he insulted me and made me depressed but this is on WhatsApp. After watching some Jimmy Newton then after some adult clips I downloaded from before I felt better so I deleted the text which I can do as he did not read it yet. No blue check boxes means he did not read it. So I laughed some more and felt aroused some more. I ate some candy feeling happier and fell asleep right away.
I woke up the next day ready to do yoga. So hyped I got there an half hour early. So I talked to my yoga teacher the one that figure out my problems. I told her about my weekend. She was understanding. She agreed that what my friend said was not understanding and that woman ignore me was not nice. Also that married mother getting back to me was nice.
Then the older regular woman came who is very nice and I did not feel upset it was not an younger attractive woman. I actually felt relieved as an younger attractive woman would have ignored me and I would have felt depressed again. The three of us has a good conversation. The older woman even said that woman is not a nice person for ignoring me. I said she only ignored me. We talked about a wedding she went too. Foods we eat and the past.
The yoga session itself really lifted my mood and I felt so much better after doing it, thanking the teacher for listening and caring. The older lady is going to have her teeth done so she won't be attending for two weeks or longer since it will be approaching Thanksgiving. I just hope yoga class with my other teacher tomorrow I am the only student unlike last week where the attractive student ignored me and started the snowball event.
I was depressed again eating supper. After supper I sent an angry text to Justin on how he insulted me and made me depressed but this is on WhatsApp. After watching some Jimmy Newton then after some adult clips I downloaded from before I felt better so I deleted the text which I can do as he did not read it yet. No blue check boxes means he did not read it. So I laughed some more and felt aroused some more. I ate some candy feeling happier and fell asleep right away.
I woke up the next day ready to do yoga. So hyped I got there an half hour early. So I talked to my yoga teacher the one that figure out my problems. I told her about my weekend. She was understanding. She agreed that what my friend said was not understanding and that woman ignore me was not nice. Also that married mother getting back to me was nice.
Then the older regular woman came who is very nice and I did not feel upset it was not an younger attractive woman. I actually felt relieved as an younger attractive woman would have ignored me and I would have felt depressed again. The three of us has a good conversation. The older woman even said that woman is not a nice person for ignoring me. I said she only ignored me. We talked about a wedding she went too. Foods we eat and the past.
The yoga session itself really lifted my mood and I felt so much better after doing it, thanking the teacher for listening and caring. The older lady is going to have her teeth done so she won't be attending for two weeks or longer since it will be approaching Thanksgiving. I just hope yoga class with my other teacher tomorrow I am the only student unlike last week where the attractive student ignored me and started the snowball event.
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