Hello,
I got addicted to a substance in the past, then had some intervention (also during the addiction- when I stopped using I became very anti-social and all that).... intervention and docs then change me to asd some how. of course I myself also..
but here is the thing. DEEP down, I don't have ASD. And while you may get some "extras" because of being diagnosed with it, IT has a LIFE Long effect. Not talking about how the world sees you. But you as a person, Not human anymore. Your trapped. Your not living in life anymore. Your alien. All of it, so life itself is trapped, now that's just from my experience. but before the diagnose and all that, I was all fine.....
so ...
what can I do to escape this?.... that's the question OK please. [ here I am ] ---->>>>>>>>>> I need to escape the inner prison that I have started to live. How can I reverse the psychological intervention the docs did and how can I return to myself ??? so I become myself again and I live my life FULLY, life is one.
thank you.
I got addicted to a substance in the past, then had some intervention (also during the addiction- when I stopped using I became very anti-social and all that).... intervention and docs then change me to asd some how. of course I myself also..
but here is the thing. DEEP down, I don't have ASD. And while you may get some "extras" because of being diagnosed with it, IT has a LIFE Long effect. Not talking about how the world sees you. But you as a person, Not human anymore. Your trapped. Your not living in life anymore. Your alien. All of it, so life itself is trapped, now that's just from my experience. but before the diagnose and all that, I was all fine.....
so ...
what can I do to escape this?.... that's the question OK please. [ here I am ] ---->>>>>>>>>> I need to escape the inner prison that I have started to live. How can I reverse the psychological intervention the docs did and how can I return to myself ??? so I become myself again and I live my life FULLY, life is one.
thank you.