One of my obsessions/interests is fasting and losing weight.
Not in the normal "girls think they're fat" sense, but the emptiness and ability to control my body.
If I gain weight, I'll be a bit obsessed with it on a comfort level, but usually just to shed off a few pounds so my clothes fit better, that's about as close as I'll get.
But I'm not gonna lie, the "emptiness" and "ability to control my body" sounds a bit eating disorder-y. I don't want to sound preachy or anything, but, you know, be careful with that obviously.
I kinda do. Im skinny as hell, Im nothing but beer and bones :lol: the only muscles I really have are pecs and abs. My arms are so small haha so I eat constantly. Its 3 PM here and Iv already ate 5 slices of pizza, a bowl of ice cream, a hamburger and fries. I just cant gain weight, regardless of how much I eat or how much I lift weights. So I'd say my body obsession is attempting to gain some weight.
I'm similar to Dolby in that I can't seem to gain much weight no matter how much junk food I eat. Overall I think that I am a good size/shape but I could probably strengthen up a bit.
I'm similar to Dolby in that I can't seem to gain much weight no matter how much junk food I eat. Overall I think that I am a good size/shape but I could probably strengthen up a bit.
So you understand my frustration? haha My sophomore year of football I got the prize for gaining the most amount of weight in a year. Within months of practice starting up again I lost the weight back down to my original size. Its just plain infuriating.
I don't think I have a beef (pun intended) with food and all. Other people will tell me otherwise. I don't eat regularly. I eat whenever I feel like it, and that could've just as well be not for the next 24 hours. Eating sometimes gives me headaches or makes me annoyed because I feel tired after eating and I just want to do stuff.
As for weight, I've been balancing on the same weight for a really, really long period. Yes I'm overweight and by basic calculations on BMI I'm probably obese. However, I do exercise from time to time and I don't have a car so I walk a lot... so I do have my share of "action" during the day. That being said, if I look at myself in the mirror (and even other people told me this), the only thing "fat" on me, is my belly actually, and that actually is one of the hardest parts to slim down on. The rest of my body is pretty muscular actually... a friend of mine who was into body building for a while (including doing 'roids) expressed more than once that he was jealous about my legs, because he couldn't get it any decent build on that.
I'm not obsessed with having a muscular physique, nor do I care that other people think I'm fat. Yes, I'm more comfy that I wear XL or XXL tshirts, and people will slam you for "being fat" while in fact, it's my shoulders, is where a shirt is really to tight and not my gut.
In fact, people also think that I have a bad health, that I'm short of breath and stuff like that... but I've surprised people where I challenged them for short sprints and I actually outran them... but it actually was a pretty scary sight apparently, because 260 pound, 6'2 guys should not move that fast (nor should they have decent martial arts training, lol)
The most ironic thing was, that even when I did a fair share of drugs (that didn't include having munchies afterwards), was that I didn't lose a pound. Which reminded me of a joke by Artie Lange;
"You must be the fattest cokehead I've ever seen, how did you take your coke? On cheeseburgers?!"
The most ironic thing was, that even when I did a fair share of drugs (that didn't include having munchies afterwards), was that I didn't lose a pound.
Just out of curiousity, King. When you drink do you get hungry? I get the beer-munchies with amazing ferocity. If Im drunk and I eat a McDonald's Big Mac I feel like Jesus has blessed my tastebuds
Just out of curiousity, King. When you drink do you get hungry? I get the beer-munchies with amazing ferocity. If Im drunk and I eat a McDonald's Big Mac I feel like Jesus has blessed my tastebuds
No, but serious... usually when I'm having a beer, I'm fine with just a beer. I do know for one, that if something is around (crisps at a party for example) then yes my hand will reach in the bowl often.. but when I don't have anything around, I don't bother to get something most of the time.
I should say, that when I'm with other people I'm more prone to say "hey, wanna go for a snack?" but I don't know if that's purely a thing with drinking but more of a social convention.
You gotta take a bite, take a shot, take a bite, take a shot. I have an amazingly high tolerance for still being 19 so I know how to keep a buzz solid. I miss the days of being a light-weight...
