Maiasaura
Member
It occurred to me the other day kind of the source of why i don't make eye contact; i feel like my appearance is awkward. Now this isn't self deprecating or fishing for compliments! Once I figured that out, I started to ponder where that feeling comes from. No one ever told met that growing up or anything ie you are not a pretty girl. I just posted on another thread about not making eye contact with any males pretty much ever. I'm happily married so that ship has kind of sailed anyway although I will happily make eye contact with my husband. But you know walking around sometimes you see pretty people. Or someone opens a door for you or does a random act of kindness or whatever. I keep my head down or just look up for a second. So then I began to wonder since I have always felt about 2 steps out of sync on the inside if you multiply that by 41 years does it just bleed over so your brain interprets that you must be awkward on the outside as well? What are your thoughts on this? Is it just me?