UniqueCreatures
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48 and my first diagnosis ADHD with communication challenges to create a long story and many different words. Whatever they say is what high iq, just have more sense quotient; too driven, too analytical aka obsessive and high emotional behavior they have called a label to be clear I suppose.
Agoraphobia, anxiety, sensory processing in scheduling, clothes, people in crowded area and I really struggle with the black and white honest person who I have always been, often as sarcastic but, seems like when finally being diagnosed, to learn how to be able to find a way to understand what hurt others feelings for misunderstanding the behavior or words, I started with a great dr and medicine trials and the same week, agoraphobia gone and executive function, anxiety about ceased from the floodgates of thoughts at once, my fiancé with me daily two years instantly a totally different man. I am just now being honest and I never knew what happened, silence and then left abruptly. I understand that we can be honest too much but, I learned that my values are just that, mine and I can't assume the same thing as others, even if engaged.
I love being self aware and enjoy it so, maybe I was punished for being a blunt or whatever the way it was told.
Six months of being harassed, bullied by colleagues for the adhd and how much I spent really trying to understand why or what I did.
I got out of bed and independence back so, I deprogrammed almost fifty percent just pushing myself towards my work I've had to be away from so long.
Adhd made sense, and I am just around the few friends that have had already been educated about autism and aspergers so,
I am so thankful to feel that I fit into my own skin.
Agoraphobia, anxiety, sensory processing in scheduling, clothes, people in crowded area and I really struggle with the black and white honest person who I have always been, often as sarcastic but, seems like when finally being diagnosed, to learn how to be able to find a way to understand what hurt others feelings for misunderstanding the behavior or words, I started with a great dr and medicine trials and the same week, agoraphobia gone and executive function, anxiety about ceased from the floodgates of thoughts at once, my fiancé with me daily two years instantly a totally different man. I am just now being honest and I never knew what happened, silence and then left abruptly. I understand that we can be honest too much but, I learned that my values are just that, mine and I can't assume the same thing as others, even if engaged.
I love being self aware and enjoy it so, maybe I was punished for being a blunt or whatever the way it was told.
Six months of being harassed, bullied by colleagues for the adhd and how much I spent really trying to understand why or what I did.
I got out of bed and independence back so, I deprogrammed almost fifty percent just pushing myself towards my work I've had to be away from so long.
Adhd made sense, and I am just around the few friends that have had already been educated about autism and aspergers so,
I am so thankful to feel that I fit into my own skin.
