Mattymatt
Imperfectly Perfect
I am going back to school at the local community college in the fall to become an Automotive Technician (mechanic) because I am having such difficulty finding work and the trades are heavily in demand. I am 41 and I've aged out of Information Technology. I looked into doing a program to become an electrician but my two good NT friends told me that it's really a young man's game. I am not going to be crawling through tight spaces and duct work so I won't make a good plumber either. I thought about carpentry work but I nixed that as well. Both of my friends seemed to think that learning to repair engines, transmissions, and other car systems will serve me very well because I am good at troubleshooting.
I am having a tough time staying positive and not feeling despondent over my personal and professional lives, or more precisely, lack thereof. I am sick of living in abject poverty. Currently I work as an armed security guard and I hate every minute of it but there's nothing I can do, save for education, to lift myself out of the misery. I am on my day off and I just feel so miserable that all I feel like doing is crying. At least I managed to fill out the US FAFSA form so I can get the loans to go back to school.
I wish I hadn't wasted so much of my younger years. The best I can do is try to make the ones I have ahead a little bit better.
I am having a tough time staying positive and not feeling despondent over my personal and professional lives, or more precisely, lack thereof. I am sick of living in abject poverty. Currently I work as an armed security guard and I hate every minute of it but there's nothing I can do, save for education, to lift myself out of the misery. I am on my day off and I just feel so miserable that all I feel like doing is crying. At least I managed to fill out the US FAFSA form so I can get the loans to go back to school.
I wish I hadn't wasted so much of my younger years. The best I can do is try to make the ones I have ahead a little bit better.
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