Good day/evening brothers and sisters.

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

I have officially been diagnosed with autism albeit there is a doctor who thinks I am also schizophrenic because I had a wild theory about society one day and blabbed about it to him.

they put me in handcuffs, pinned me to the ground, tied me up, strapped me to a gurney, and tranquillized me.

now I get a forced injection with indefinite control over my biological functions.

before: I swear I could see formulas appear before my eyes, hear voices - occasionally - which were funny and reassuring, albeit audible. And see holograms. I also lost a lot of weight and didn’t need to worry about eating - like - ever. And women loved me.

now.. now it’s all different.

 

[unperson]

What was your 'wild theory' about society? Musta been a doozy.

and so you're out of detention or?

Welcome to the site.

 

[watersprite]

Welcome.

 

[Gracey]

Hello

 

[tree]

 

[Ronald Zeeman]

Welcome, my older brother, had some mental issues, not sure it was what diagnosed by my dads cousin a child psychiatrist. He was an extremely bright guy. liked to walk around a lot did not want help from any one he cared for us we cared for him.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

What was your 'wild theory' about society? Musta been a doozy.

and so you're out of detention or?

Welcome to the site.

That the world is run by the Jewish, and they were using the Nazi’s operation manual to conduct their own operations.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

What was your 'wild theory' about society? Musta been a doozy.

and so you're out of detention or?

Welcome to the site.

- and yes, I am out of the hospital.

 

[unperson]

That the world is run by the Jewish, and they were using the Nazi’s operation manual to conduct their own operations.

ew ok and your shrink was uh?

naw it's not about that stuff really, that's all soft targets.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

ew ok and your shrink was uh?

naw it's not about that stuff really, that's all soft targets.

We can agree to disagree

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

This might be a good spot for you to organize your thoughts: Blogs | Asperger's & Autism Forum

Insulting.

 

[KOZMOZIS @realchrisharold]

I was just trying to be polite. You seem to have a lot on your mind, and I just wanted to show you that there's a place on the forums where you can truly express who you are inside, and what you're thinking about.

I’m sorry if I came across as rude. I feel like everyday, people treat me like garbage.

 

[VictorR]

Hi

 

[UberScout]

I swear I could see formulas appear before my eyes, hear voices - occasionally - which were funny and reassuring, albeit audible. And see holograms.

You see all this too?! I'm not the only one?! Oh my heavenly god, I knew it! I'm not crazy! Oh thank God above I'm really not crazy!! It's little things like this that give me that little boost I need through the day to restore my faith in humanity.

Do not feel ashamed of your gift, friend. Do not be afraid of it either. It cannot hurt you at all. It is not your gift that can hurt you, it is the people you try to show it to. Believe me when I say that some people are better off just thinking you're crazy, because no matter what you try to say to them, they will not ever change their minds, and trying to force that will make things worse. Just silently learn to use your gift for good, and only, only when someone is in the right place, the right time and the right position to wonder properly about just what is going on with you, just breathe and tell them as carefully and calmly as you can what it means, the best way you know how. Don't try to use wordplay, don't sugarcoat it, don't try to church it up for them. Just tell them what it is to you, and leave them to figure out the rest themselves.

You're a light worker, friend.