spazztastic88
New Member
Hi all i am new here, self diagnosed with aspergers/ADD. 28 year old female married to a 38 year old male NT. i love art, video games and fitness, all things esoteric and spiritual, magical and fantastical. I love long hikes in the mountains. I love the sun and starry nights, and being a goof ball when permitted by my like minded company. I love making my own body and beauty products. now to avoid being shy and superficial, i'll lay it all out, at least so far that i have become aware of myself. I am a once divorced woman with 2 kids, one boy and one girl. one with the current one with the ex, ex has custody of my son and moved back in with his mom and dad in WI shortly after the divorce. I have sensory processing issues and hate conflict and confrontation as my mind shuts off and i go mute, i have core trauma issues from childhood, anxiety and depression, suffered from molestation and abuse in early adulthood, hence the divorce. I have a difficult time parenting, and keeping track of normal life, if you haven't noticed yet. I also feel the desire to be honest and upfront about myself, possibly too much so (hence the obscure brief backstory) and let others know who i am and what they have to work with. I figure i can be honest here safely as I have had a hard time being honest with others in the past as honesty with them has led to painful repercussions, still trying to do it but it is far more difficult now. I also figure if they know about the majority of what makes me tick now, they can either take it or leave and make that choice more quickly. other than that, i am a fairly positive person and love making growth in my personal and spiritual life, i also love a good challenge. hahaha. aspie life.