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FellitoRockero

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I'm insane. I began to realize it in the school (a place I may nuke in the future), wanting every single day for more than five years to be back home, to spend time with my games (once on my PC, cause she was killed by Crysis, and now my Playstation 3) and my music (my electric guitar). When I managed to understand some things, they were throwing more. It was like a torture. All of my efforts for nothing, to end in high school (witnessing how a woman became miserable by the vice of perverted men, who tried to rob me). That gave me more reasons to hate pornography and reggaetton (they turned people against you, like the Taken, in Allan Wake). The illusion of being touched made them weak, and they fell under the influence of drugs and rapers, while egg-men were trying to control them (they did succeed and want me dead).

The fact of being different helped me to stay away from vice, but it wasn't always the best strategy (they tried to drag me down). As I escaped through the help of the only pair of friends I had, the only recognizable thing for acknowledging was pride (the ideological materialization of selfishness). It was the currency of life there, growing as your figure, grades, "friendliness", or "hentainess" did. Even my parents began to use it when I attended school, so it was like this: "Study to give us pride, and we shall gift you anything". Love and family became people and sarcasm(Lies)... That gave me motives to feel identified with Kratos (deceit by the gods), as way to steam off my fury and my fear (as I killed Zeus, but utterly forgot that the "circle" bottom sequence had no end, while spending hour and a half with red screen)... I may finish this later, this is just a part of me...
 
Hello FellitoRockero, welcome to aspergic.com forums, sorry to hear about your story, I felt the same as you back when I was at school, but the difference is that I was in a special needs school for a very long time so I missed out on a typical life that teens these days had and I missed out on the fun, but hey, at the end of the day, it has somehow done me some good.

I had to teach myself to become independently and cover my diagnoses with a mask to fit in, but i don't really care as much now as I used to.

Anyways, hope you enjoy the forums and be good because im watching, lol. :lol: xD


- superboyian.
 
Greetings and welcome to Aspergic forums! I`m sorry to hear about your rough life but don`t worry; Everything will be better for you in the future if you truly believe in it.

But, I hope you enjoy your time here and find friends from here too as well.
 
Im kind of busy or I would read all your post, I am sure I will later but thought while I have time to just say welcome to the site and hope you visit frequently and join in conversations here. Also that you enjoy it here.
 

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