Christopher Nicholson
Well-Known Member
How to start. I had a lot of trouble in early childhood and had to be moved to a class for special needs so I guess that was the first sign of an issue. I made it out of high school and said what the heck, join the USMC. After 2 years I was medically retired. Once I figured out the service I loved the set routine. Sometimes had trouble understanding orders but you learn quick. I have nearly all the symptoms of asperger's, I have never had a friend, I don't recall have a real conversation. Seems all my life all my social interactions have been scripted. I do not understand other people I almost don't see people as people more like objects. I feel strange even standing with people. I must stick to a routine if something interferes I get a lot of anxiety and sometimes anger. I take too many things literal which now makes kind of review some things I have said in the past in anger to people. I would like to be sociable I just can't expect people to be patient with me. I must say when I was told about this condition I was relieved because I truly thought I was an alien.