new here, I'm waiting diagnosis, didn't really know what it meant so being reading up on it.
for years I've felt empty trying to turn my emotions back on but didn't realise that it was to much of a problem and with reading up on it it all makes sense and that Im afraid of feeling emotions as I can't cope with it and because of it I turned myself of so I could cope.
Now I feel back on again and can't cope with all the emotions and my mum thinks I'm losing it and a different person.
for years I've felt empty trying to turn my emotions back on but didn't realise that it was to much of a problem and with reading up on it it all makes sense and that Im afraid of feeling emotions as I can't cope with it and because of it I turned myself of so I could cope.
Now I feel back on again and can't cope with all the emotions and my mum thinks I'm losing it and a different person.